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Wednesday, 28 October 2009

  • Birthday Wishes

    Happy Birthday Lolo,
    Dr. Ramon Imperial Ursua.
    I am glad to have known you.
    I'm sorry I didn't wish you happy birthday right at 12:00am,
    but I know you don't mind.
    It's the thought that counts right?
    I'm so grateful to have you in my life.
    Thanks for always looking out for me.
    I miss you, but I know we'll be able to hang out in the future.
    I love you!
    Talk soon.
    O by the way, tell Tita Becky I love her and miss her too!
    Hope you're doing well (though I know you are.)


    Sincerely yours,
    Baby boy aka bogoy aka baby bogoy aka your proud grandchild aka Derek Chandler Corpus

Monday, 26 October 2009

  • I wanna see some change!!!

    First and foremost...

    I want to see SDSU show some SOLID, TRUE, SUPPORT of the San Diego Community it's supposed to be catering to. All I have to say is Equality in Education, not just for the rich, white folks. (As simply as I can put it. I know there's more to it but I want to shower now.)

    Secondly

    I want to make some change in KP! Kaibigang Pilipino, show some spirit. Show some lloovvveee.
    Mostly I'm talking about Friendship Games. I've heard excuses that, "We do more events than other schools and FG just isn't one of our priorities." Or, "We drank too much last night. ahaha."
    Well I say, alright... cool... I understand... however.
    FUCK THAT MAAAYNNGGG
    We gotta show our spirit for our own school. -showing off is part of it, but most of it is to prove to ourselves that we are super hyped up for our own things that go on in our damn campus. that we are a giant unit that is supportive and efficient.
    We gotta show love to our fellow pin@ys. -if we want to get support from other people, we gotta give it. what better way than to hug em and cheer with em and share our passion for... well... basically, friendship. basically, life!
    We gotta take initiative. We have to be student leaders. -We can't just be a bunch of people going through the motions. Nothing gets done that way. Nothing gets changed. No one can grow. No one can learn.
    We gotta have a SSUUUPPPEERRRR COOOLLLLL TTHHEEEMMMEEE. -just cuz...well... we do. I'm thinking things...but i won't say them in case some of ya'll are gonna jack em. :P

    I'd also like to return to the showing love for our own school.
    That is essentially the most important topic of the year based on the short time i've experienced observing the interactions of new and returning gbmers. I'm worried about this new crop of first years. They're not as outgoing as my year. I don't even really know how many first years there are this year. not cool. I hope in time more people will show. I still need to rack my brains to see if I can bring people in, but I've got alot on my plate so we'll see how that goes.
    Retention is important. And so i want to see the Board do something about keeping members not only in the space, but involved. I'm worried about direction this year, and how much heart goes into planning and making events happen. Not only that, but how much heart is in the event itself.
    sigh.

    Bob Dylan, Bob Marley, John Legend, John Mayer
    Sing some sense to people. I'm listening for sures.

Monday, 19 October 2009

  • updates i guess

     it's 5:14am and I'm doing a chemistry lab report.
    sleep is not the first thing on my mind.

    i guess a lil update on things...

    i think i need to clear the air with two people.
    i need to set some boundaries with two more people.
    those four people are people of the opposite sex -_-

    i'm so busy. it's crazy. i feel like school, work, extracurrics are my life at the moment. i hardly have time to catch up with people.
    on that note,
    i miss everyone.
    i can't believe that the people who i used to be so close with in rancho are not close to me anymore.
    and it really brings up the question, one that i recently heard, "are friends determined by a matter of proximity?"
    essentially, are one's friendships created and maintained based on distance, and to a greater degree, time spent together? altogether i suppose it's accessibility.
    i'm afraid of realizing this question at the negative end and seeing old friends disappear and relationships fall apart, only to have fragments of connections left that make for only nostalgic, awkward interactions...
    but i'm optimistic.
    that,
    and i'm really busy.


    i miss home. i don't wanna lose ya'll.


    i feel empowered. school, education, work, all require effort. in the distant past, effort was good. later, it became tedious. now, it seems righteous, practical. the busyness i've encountered this year has forced me to change habits, to place more effort into controlling the outcomes of events in my life. because of this effort, i'm beginning to feel enlightened again, feeling like i have a purpose, like i am not worthless and aimlessly going about life. -emo, i know, but i felt like something was missing for the longest time.- i don't know if the workload i've thrown on my shoulders is only temporarily filling a gap that i have yet to truly fill, but i'm hoping this change in my lifestyle will bring about a more concrete discovery of who i am.



    ...
    are there cycles going on with people? i need some updates on lives here.

    perhaps tomorrow will be different...err...today. ...i need sleep.

    i love everyone

Friday, 09 October 2009

  • omg. swamped.

    Corpus, Derek Chandler
    Weekly Class Grid
     (Fall Quarter 2009)
      MTuWThFSaSu
    9:00 AM 9:00 - 9:45
    SPACES Office Hours
    SPACES
    9:00 - 9:50
    SPACES ACCESS Biweek
    SPACES






    9:30 AM





    10:00 AM 10:00 - 12:00
    SPACES Office Hours
    SPACES






    10:30 AM





    11:00 AM 11:00 - 11:45
    SPACES Office Hours
    SPACES
    11:00 - 12:20
    BILD 1
    CENTR 101
    11:00 - 12:00
    SPACES One to One
    SPACES
    11:00 - 12:20
    BILD 1
    CENTR 101






    11:30 AM





    12:00 PM 12:00 - 2:50
    CHEM 6BL
    YORK 2208
    12:00 - 2:50
    CHEM 6BL
    YORK 2208
    12:00 - 1:00
    STAR Office Hours
    Price Center Plaza




    12:20 - 1:50
    Physics Oasis
    Center 333
    12:20 - 1:50
    Physics Oasis
    Center 333


    12:30 PM





    1:00 PM





    1:30 PM





    2:00 PM 2:00 - 3:30
    SPACES Office Hours
    SPACES
    2:00 - 3:50
    PHYS 1AL
    MAYER 2306






    2:30 PM





    3:00 PM 3:00 - 4:00
    STAR Office Hours
    Revelle Plasa
    3:00 - 4:00
    STAR Office Hours
    Revelle Plasa






    3:30 PM 3:30 - 5:00
    SPACES
    Gallery






    4:00 PM 4:00 - 4:50
    PHYS 1A
    YORK 2722
    4:00 - 4:50
    PHYS 1A
    YORK 2722
    4:00 - 5:50
    Bio OASIS
    Center 361
    4:00 - 4:50
    PHYS 1A
    YORK 2722






    4:30 PM





    5:00 PM 5:00 - 7:00
    STAR PRACTICUM
    Orange Space






    5:30 PM





    6:00 PM 6:00 - 6:50
    CHEM 6BL
    PETER 110
    6:00 - 8:00
    STAR PRACTICUM
    Orange Space






    6:30 PM





    7:00 PM





    7:30 PM





    8:00 PM




Wednesday, 07 October 2009

  • whoa

    today felt a little weird...
    i felt sorta empty...
    like i'm missing something...
    pretty lonely...
    but not...
    but just...
    weird...
    haven't felt like this since last year...
    or lotsa parts in high school...
    this is so confusing...

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